{"id":2581,"date":"2011-03-31T00:02:05","date_gmt":"2011-03-31T07:02:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/?p=2581"},"modified":"2011-03-30T22:55:54","modified_gmt":"2011-03-31T05:55:54","slug":"sunshiny-rambling-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/2011\/03\/sunshiny-rambling-part-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Sunshiny rambling, part 1"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The weather is absolutely gorgeous today! I am so pleased to have sunshine and warmth now, instead of constantly gray and rainy days. Consequently, here are some more quietly happy random thoughts&#8230; of no particular seriousness or order. :)<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>My hair is growing longer! When I let it down, the longest ends now brush against the skin just below my waistline. This is a definite pleasure to me, as I have never had it this long before. In fact, for much of my life I could have pretty much joined the Marines, if haircut was the only criteria for entering. :)<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m extraordinarily pleased by this. I remember the delicious tactile enjoyment of skinny-dipping in Florida, the cool caress of water over heated skin in places which didn&#8217;t usually receive much attention &#8212; that was a lovely joy I miss. Similarly, the simple sensuality of long, silky-feeling hair is something I&#8217;ve not really personally experienced previous to this; I find I quite like it. This time around I&#8217;ve actually learned how to take care of my hair too, so it will continue to grow &#8212; SO not a girly-girl, alas, so there are some things I&#8217;ve had to learn the hard way. I&#8217;ve been keeping my hair up in a bun most of the time as well, so the fragile ends are protected. When I have the reading glasses on, I&#8217;ve been told I have the &#8220;naughty librarian&#8221; look down pat. ;)<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>I think I like on-line classes. The reading load is simply breathtaking, but fortunately everything we&#8217;ve had to read for this class has been utterly fascinating. On the other hand, it&#8217;s also exposed me (again) to two completely unrelated issues which I really don&#8217;t care for: the high possibility of accidentally giving offense due to the low-bandwidth-communication of text-only&#8230; and the automatic ridicule and disparagement faced by anyone who comes up with a theory which radically departs from the status-quo.<\/p>\n<p>I can fix the former &#8212; I know what to look for and I simply immediately check back with the responder to see if they were offended or not. An apology, some effort to communicate with each other more clearly, and we&#8217;re good. The latter, though&#8230; man, I loathe that, and I&#8217;m seeing it happen in some of the readings. Turning someone&#8217;s argument into a cartoon of their meaning is <i>not<\/i> rational argument &#8212; nor does it disprove the contested theory! I don&#8217;t personally know how to fix this yet, past getting the person to actually <i>read<\/i> the thing they&#8217;re mocking. Far too few are willing to do so, unfortunately.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Saw &#8220;Suckerpunch&#8221; yesterday &#8212; what a feast for the eyes! Very much a good-manga-like experience: the movie is visually and symbolically rich, the bad guys are not stupid, and they try for a fun story with surprising twists. I did have trouble with the chunky-high-heels for such athletics, but hey &#8212; it&#8217;s her dream world, she&#8217;s just a kid, and I suspect I&#8217;d have dressed imaginatively too were I in her position. ;)<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still turning it over in my head, so I won&#8217;t say much more here, but I enjoyed it enough that I think I&#8217;ll go see it again with the housemates. Explanatory side-note: I rarely see movies twice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve recently handed off a long-term and rather difficult project which I undertook for clients who turned out to be very, umm&#8230; <i>trying<\/i>. It&#8217;s startling how much better I feel! Getting out from under several years of trying to live up to their poorly communicated and sometimes unrealistic expectations, dealing with far too much &#8216;hurry up and wait&#8217; for them, with the occasional increasingly irrational demand, and of feeling guilty about not really knowing what I was doing and thus not doing as good a job as I wanted to&#8230; has left me feeling just about <i>physically<\/i> lighter &#8212; and much, <i>much<\/i> lighter-hearted.<\/p>\n<p>I now wake up in the morning and feel the urge to bounce out of bed again, rather than wanting to wearily curl up under the covers to  hide. Had I known how much better and more relieved I&#8217;d feel after shedding this, I&#8217;d have done it years ago! I&#8217;m taking this as a strong personal lesson: do not <i>ever<\/i> stumble around again for years with a mental ball-and-chain wrapped around my psyche. It&#8217;s not healthy, it&#8217;s not good for me, and it&#8217;s not a nice way to behave toward the poor people around me, that I care about.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Finished the &#8220;gold and silver ouroboros&#8221; tambourine commission, which looks awesome with the metallic paint! The photo just doesn&#8217;t do it justice, alas. ;) Working on another commission now, this one of the famous Minoan priestesses. Still just sketching, although I&#8217;m utterly delighted with the gift of this new pad of paper where each sheet is thick enough to paint acrylics on &#8212; I may paint my sketch too, just for the fun of it! I really love how animated and graceful Minoan art is. More later as it progresses.<img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/ouroboros.jpg\"\/><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Minoan muses.jpg\"\/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The weather is absolutely gorgeous today! I am so pleased to have sunshine and warmth now, instead of constantly gray and rainy days. Consequently, here&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13,7,10,1,26],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2581","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-other-review","category-family","category-movie-review","category-uncategorized","category-spirituality"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2581","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2581"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2581\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2590,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2581\/revisions\/2590"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2581"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2581"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stormtiger.com\/collie\/bestiary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2581"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}